in church Sunday, God showed me something difficult. It was a red Pitts Special biplane, performing at an air show, wowing the crowd. As I watched, the wing buckled at the root and began to fold back on itself, crumpling as it flew. It was wadding itself up like a discarded paper airplane, and it began to fall from the sky...

Some people are into pain. I am NOT one of those people. I am thinking of the scene in Job 1 and 2 of the Heavenly Court, where God says to Satan, "Have you considered my servant Job?" I wonder, if Job could have been present at that moment, would he have been jumping up and down in the back, waving his hands, trying to get God's attention? "No No No No Noooooooooo! Please pick someone else?!?!" I surely would have. But notice his actual response?... to fall to the ground